Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Whoa.. slept so much again. How could I? Still not doing work properly. Sigh.

romanced at 20:29hr

Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Coming up : 2 tests and 2 assignments. Argh! And why am I panicking but still not doing anything? Urgh. This is horrible.

Okay, time for some pratas. Hungry hungry.

romanced at 17:15hr

Sunday, February 19, 2006
Finally get to do something about my blog templates. Yup yup, it's been a half year since the last time I changed it. That means my blog is 2 years old! Happy birthday to my blog *muah*.

I have to say this semester passes real quick. Could be cause of CNY, you know how it is, first 3 weeks of school was busy preparing for CNY, the next 3 weeks was busy getting out of the mood. And so it's been 6 weeks. It's time for mid-term break, which means play play play!!

Hah, who am I kidding. It only means one thing: that we're at the later half of the semester; the one nearer to final. ARGH!

Ok, reality hits hard. And amelia, can you stop reading manga? do your work! *slacker*

romanced at 00:01hr

Thursday, February 16, 2006
Time and again I have this feeling. Why did I give up? Why did I lack the courage? Why did I lack the passion? I seem to regret it more and more, as time passes, as it becomes more impossible. I wish now I have the courage I had back in JC, how I entered the hall for that introductory dance session, by myself. No dance background, no dance performance record whatsoever, just a love for dancing. It was simple.

I also regretted the fact that I only had 2 years of dance experience so far and 10 months of beginner ballet. I have started liking dance since young. Not ballet, just normal dance. But I thought the only dance they can teach in school is ballet. So I made my mum bring me to ballet school when I was eight, only to back off right at the front door of the school. Back then I had no regret, and no idea that ballet is a necessary background. I was at my tomboy phase. And I thought ballet was a bit too sissy, and would damage my reputation in school. I somehow felt that my classmates would get to know about it.

Anyway, I took beginner ballet when I was 14. A bit too late. But those 10 months had been enjoyable. Still, it was not enough. I had difficulty doing Jazz, the kicks, the turns, the slides. Not to mention I also lack the flexibility. Even then, I went through it all. And there were so much fun. Why didn't I think about those before I gave up on dance? After two years of inactivity, it's just too impossible to start now. And I can't find the courage to anymore. I regret it very much. I do.

romanced at 22:22hr